AFTER (Today, February 28, 2010):
For me, right now, less is more. I can hardly believe this is the same corner.
My Closet:
Full but organized.
I had gotten so overwhelmed with all the endless supplies available, books with endless techniques, my mind was constantly popping with ideas and yet I lacked focus. In an interview after writing her book Living the Creative Life, Rice Freeman Zachary said,
"With all of the publications on the stands, people are filling themselves with images of what other people are creating. They often feel like that's what they should be doing too. You know: encaustic, or assemblage, or whatever everyone else is doing, the Craft du Jour. While it's fine to experiment with various techniques, there comes a point where, if you truly want to make art, you have to narrow down your focus and find what it is that you want to do and then practice and master the techniques required of that. Dabbling is fine if that's what you want to do, but it's never going to get you any deeper. I think one problem is that we think everything related to creativity should be fun. Sure, play is vital. But so is self-discipline. If you want to master anything and move to the next level with it, it's work. In 'working artist', both words are important: they're artists, but they're also working. Don't be afraid of doing the hard work required to really master something, whether it's sculpting or painting with oils or hand stitching."She further states,
"Oh: and never, ever, confused (sic) shopping and acquiring a bunch of stuff with making art. Buying art supplies and shopping for vintage ephemera is not making art. If that's what you want to do--go to the flea markets in Paris and buy stuff and then write the trip off as tax deductible because it's for Your Art--that's fine. But be honest with yourself about what it is that's driving you. Is it art, or is it an excuse to
shop?"
This really spoke to me. I printed this out and put it in my art notebook on May 24, 2009. I found it on http://mycreativejourney.typepad.com/. How true this is! We are bombarded with information and yet as artists we have to wade through all the techique, advice, copying, and find our own voice, make our own splash in this life.
That's my goal. To make my own splash.
I realized fully that less IS more when I began using just the watersoluble graphite, a pen, and a waterbrush. I didn't feel overwhelmed anymore and I enjoyed, looked forward to, and felt confident about making that drawing. You see: we have a small house, I have a husband, a teenage daughter, a full-time and demanding job, not to mention a passion for reading, extended family closeby to visit, church, friends, and the list goes on. I need focus or I might implode :-) We all need focus.So...I sold the giant drafting table that took up 1/4 of our kitchen and organized and consolidated the mountain of supplies I own. I only threw away (believe it or not) a few scraps of paper and my Derwent Graphitint pencils (which have been proven to be complete UNlightfast). It felt good to stop holding on to them (for what I didn't know) and just Toss Them in the Trash! Oh and I had purchased some metal file fasteners thinking I would make books with them at Office Depot. When I got home with them it was just the fastener prongs with no backs, and they were sticking up in the drawer and driving me crazy - so I tossed them out! It felt good. I got out one of each color of colored pencil and put the rest in the closet in a covered plastic container. I felt overwhelmed when I looked at that huge basket of about 500 colored pencils. It was pretty, but my goodness! What I hope I've learned as well is to stop buying so much! and use what I have.
Maybe I'm getting closer to Balance.
I leave you tonight with a sketch from 3/18/2008 in my Aquabee sketchbook. I've been too busy this weekend organizing and de-cluttering to draw - but my little corner is waiting and my table is empty and ready for me to work. My new journals and a watercolor brush that Laura Frankstone (http://www.laurelines.typepad.com/) recommended should arrive tomorrow (yes I'm buying, but it's focused buying LOL) - until then -- good night everyone.
Tomorrow, let's all go make our splash!!!